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// Tha Curtlee.. //
My names Crystal. People tend to call me Crystal, Crys, Curtle, Criddal, Canada, & *Nicole*. I'm from Reno, Nevada but I live in San Jo, [you kno!] California. I music. Punk & Ska & Reggae mostly. Not into labels. I'm anti-avril & anti-goodcharlotte. I can be fake but I try hard not to be. Usually when a fight occurs, everything seems to be blamed on me because people think I'm the quiet one & I'll just go along with it. My life basically sucks & I'm sick & tired of it. That is all.</br>
// Curtle's Bands.. //
AFI, Alien Ant Farm, A New Found Glory, Bad Religion, Blink182, Bouncing Souls, Catch 22, Descendents, Finch, Flogging Molly, Green Day, Guttermouth, Jimmy Eat World, Lagwagon, Less Than Jake, Minorthreat, Misfits, MXPX, NOFX, Offspring, Propagenoki, Rancid, Reel Big Fish, Social Distortion, Sublime, The Dropkick Murphys, The Mighty Mighty Bosstones, The Vandals, & many many others...

// R*I*P //

R.I.P Christian Jimenez

1987 - 2003

i'm sorry i heard about the bad news today a crowd of people around you telling you its okay and everything happens for a reason when you lose a part of your self to somebody you know it takes a lot to let go every breath that you remember pictures fade away but memorie's forever an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you when all my days boil down but its better where your going anyway i'm sorry i heard about the bad new today its really hard to get through tough times and long days but it really just depends on the season when you lose a part of your self to somebody you know it takes a lot to let go every breath that you remember pictures fade away but memories forever an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you at all my when all my days boil down for now we'll say goodbye we know its not the last time i've lost the best part of my day but its better where your going anyway an empty chair at all the tables and i'll be seeing you when all my days boil down for now we'll say goodbye we know its not the last time i've lost the best part of my day this is the last thing i will remember but its better where your going anyway
// Curtle's Fav. Lyrics.. //
Lyrics & Stuff...



She's Avril Lavigne
She's on MTV
Can I make it any more obvious?

She's not a punk
She can't really skate
What more can I say?

You worship her
Now I freely tell
For all I care she can go to hell

Me and my friends
Stuck up our nose
At the poser who wears punky clothes

Her name is Avril Lavigne
We'll tear up her magazines
Kick her ass after the show
She's got a pretty face
But that's just not the case
Pop singers couldn't be much worse

Can't write decent songs
Can't play guitar
And she dares call herself a star

I turn on TV
Only to see
Avril Lavigne fucking up MTV

I call up my band
They already know
We got to work writing this song

Now we're onstage
Rockin' out loud
While you Avril fans turn us down

She is a wannabe
Who is she trying to be?
I'll hang her with her own necktie
Now she's a super star, smashing up her guitar
Can't they see how little she's worth?

Sorry Avril but you missed out
Being punk is not about
Saying shit and making trends
This is where your career ends
Too bad that you couldn't see
Don't pose as what you can't be
There is more than meets the eye
Now take off that damn necktie

She's just a fake
And I'm just pissed off
Could anyone make me more nauseous?

We hate her guts
Haven't you heard
How she screwed the music world?

Her name is Avril Lavigne
We'll tear up her magazines
Kick her ass after the show
We'll be at the studio
Singing this song we wrote
About a poser we all know



somewhere between the procrastination and the homework and
the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each
other complaining about crushes;

somewhere between the phone calls to old friends,
and the "i miss you's" & the "i love you's" and the "what are we doing tonight's?",
and somewhere between all of the changing, growing..

somewhere between the classes,
and the skipping classes,
and the studying for tests,
and the pretending to study for tests,
and the downright NOT studying for tests ; i forgot

i forgot what school is all about.
i forgot what it meant to cry,
i forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy,
and that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart..

i forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future,
i forgot that you can't control falling in love,
and that you can't make yourself fall in love,
i learned that i can love,
i learned that it's okay to mess up,
and it's okay to ask for help,
and it's okay to feel like shit.

i learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day,
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have.
i learned that the greatest thing about school isn't the dances or the drinking or the hook-ups:
it's the friendships, which means taking chances..

i learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about
i learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
and that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.

but, basically, i just learned that my friends
both old and new are the most important people to me in the world.
and without them, i wouldn't be who i am today,
so this is a thank you to all of my friends. . for always being there and i love you

I've got to be me baby and
you gotta be you

Something isn't right but i know i love you
I only want what's best

M-i don't know Is this
some kind of test.

W-Yeah and you're failing
all we do is bicker

Chorus

Say goodbye

Kiss my ass I hope you die

Wish me well

You can go to hell x2
We were so different a short time ago

Love is suppose to make us happy
supposed to make us grow
But i just wanna punch you in the face

i love you i guess needed some space
Oh well another time and another place

Chorus

Spoken:

So does this mean uh I really have to go?
Um yeah. What part of get out didn't you understand?
Well, I mean, what happens if I wanna call you or something next week?
Umm, Well what happens is that I won't be there cuz I dont like you anymore
you're stupid.
Fine then, I dont care, I'm leaving
K whatever bye. See ya
Alright I'm out the door
K bye
Alright im gone this is me leaving, right now
k
okay
bye
k here i am im gone goodbye
k cya bye
ok
ok whatever
can i call you next week?
no. What are you laughing at stupid?
I'm out the door, see ya
K bye god go already.


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